Thursday, January 3, 2013
there's many fireworks. but for me, it's so nothing.
For me, it becomes something when it comes out from inside our soul.
what I called it A NEW GOAL OR ITTENTION.
should I make a list on my blog for my goal this year. em, no need. so personal as I am^^
I just want to give me a big applause for my LORD. (i just do not know which words are suitable for my Heavenly Father)
he is so kind, sweet, tender, all of His rightousness He gave it to me.
THANK YOU SO MUCH MY FATHER!!
now, I just started my career as a Teacher and servant of the Lord.
within 1 years being a kindergarten Teacher, what a bless for me Lord. I love you my Father.
what a day goes so faster, I'm ain't want the day goes so faster but I want the day comes so more faster. 2013! I want you run away and run far away from my sight. I mean it.
I want let you know my holiday's story.
it begin like this, haha.
on december, 21. I depart from Sandakan to Kota Kinabalu. first of my aim is, fetch my dady Neo. but I received a bad news from him, he missed his flight. ( dady, I'm so sorry because I let ur secret break here). ^^ he said that he missed recheck his flight's schedule, he thoughts that 9:00 pm, apparently 9:00 am. so pity my dady. hehe. honestly, I'm so dissapointed but I made my heart becomes fit. hehe. then I get on my long journey to Kota Kinabalu. dady said that Albrin will fetch me as I arrived at Inanam Terminal. what a mess when I didn't even recognize who is that man? Albrin texts me that he also didn't know who the hell i am. haha! but thankful that he checks on my FB, then he knows me, he said "oh! neo's girlfriend!" ( pround in a moment ) haha. so, when I arrived at terminal. I didn't search or find him, I just let him find me instead. but it scared me if nobody will fetch me. but act so cool. hence, one man comes forward me wore a white shirt.
there you are. Albrin.
(I'm sorry for this owner, I didn't get a permission to do this)
he is so kind man. if not because of him, I do not know what should I do. we're waiting for Pastor Anz and Pastor Justin^^. at 11o'clock we're still waiting. till 11:30 o'clock. ( if I'm not wrong), we depart to Keningau town without dady Neo. what a Fish on my heart.
current on our journey, I vomited okay! so ashamed!
around 2:00 am o'clock.we're arrived safely ^^ thanks again God^^. Jess and Coreen go and hugged me tight^^ love them...^^
when tommorow morning, it was Sabbath day^^.
all my tears are fading away from me when I facing my Sabbath day.
I do on children's sabbath school with Wendy & Cyeka. I just be an audience. hehe. watching wendy and cyeka gave a story to children. indeed, there are talented women^^.
but what I'm waiting for is...... dady is come back from KL. ^^. haha. I just re-feel my feeling when he standing infront of me. what a holy ghost on earth. about 5 months haven't met him.. that night, we slept at Pastor Justin's house. our first planning is, on 23 we're depart heading to Kudat town for Norzinonah's wedding ceremony. but church member at keningau really persuade us to stay until 24, whereas I must be there on 23. but pastor and the teams were totally successed presuade me and neo. but! i've my chance to be one of the carolers.^^. we went a several home to give a great news through songs indeed. so here, what a blessings on this night^^. our last home is uncle Dulis's home. his house was my dream house indeed, why? because the house on the hill. huhu. so calm, so clean, far away from any harm. hehe. okay2, what I want to tell you here is, Pastor Justin has a great purpose that night, he calls who has a couple to give a special number. but I didn't aware that he would called us, but when he mentioned our name. I'm shaking! haha. I don't know why, I'm about don't even want to stand up, but Cyeka asked me "just go!", tq darl^^.
there she is. Cyeka stands next to me.
continue my story, then we are sang a song entitled Oh Holy Night. I'm not even know why my voice are totally shaked! because a veteran staring on us, haha. but all of sudden neo holds my hand! I just like this... argggghhh! why you hold my hand?!! make me so nervous. haha! *just whispering on my heart lah* but my heart beat are beating like want to jump out. pergghhh.. hehe. * what i'm upset is, I didn't get a picture*
I want share my several pictures :
I captured this while choir members REUNION be held. such a beautiful memories i want keep it alive.
this is what i mean ^^. miss them so much, especially Pastor Justin.
yes, my lovely parent^^. I love him just like I love my family. he is my inspiration.
okay here, she's also came to our house, my future sister-in-law. I want to tell u her story during she lives with us. but, rather ain't. because that is her personal story. not mine^^.
but, thanks because she still want to be a part in our family^^.
opppss!! before I forget! I also came neo's house. hehe^^
there's a place where I can smile a bigger than a frog anyway.hehe.
dady, I miss you so much.
as you told me, let us give our faith for our GOD.
especially, our relationship. may God blessings our plan but make His purpose unto us.
because it's so beautiful as I met you.
even now, I coudln't see u as often as I want.
but "tommorow" will comes the day, when I raised up in the early morning.
I WILL SEE YOU SMILING^^.
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so, welcome to My Memories. Just sharing, and you are reading My Memories. eventhough, I might not know who reads my memories. but I know it's you really cares about me. tQ again ^_^
"Chrissy" a name has given to me.
I appreciate everything about me, even about my nails, eyebrows and an each a little things had given to me by my Father. I've a lot spend my time in singing, I really do love singing.playing an instrumental things, my second choices. a moment that I feel so horrible, when I sing along with the music, I lose my beats. haha. one day, I'll go to the heaven. now, I'm waiting and keep my eyes on Almighty God. Readers, I want you to be my family when we are get together in the HEAVEN. say AMEN !
