I've had fighting then I realize . . sorry
Friday, March 16, 2012
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| this is not us. but something like this. |
*sigh* u know how feel when you're had fighting with somebody? it is too annoyed! when I got the horrible feeling. I'll keep silent, that's me. I won't tell anybody. but in this case, I told my Neo. he knows me well, sometimes he gonna gives me some advise to keep patient. like usually the other people out there say "I'M HUMAN BEING TOO".. So do I. but its too horrible, when I've had fighting with my own FAMILY! am I so rude? ya, I and my oldest sister. may be I'm not gonna mention the reason why we're fighting each other. but what I can say here, I lost my patient. actually, my older and oldest sister. they've been argue me. If u were be me? did you always want be like that? emm.. probably they're kidding. but it too much. she says I'm her stipendiary. am I too annoying? till they dare say like that towards me?I knew, I'm not good enough to be their youngest sister. I don't have any an achievement to make them proud of me! ya ya ya.. I can go away from this house and go continue my education. but I knew our family's problem. I don't even have a diploma certificate or degree. just SPM.. that's why you all can argue me?I can go far with my SPM certificate.. but I want our family's burden getting more easy. I think I'm not sacrifice. just do the right way. okay, for a one day we don't even make a conversation. look each other. no way! when she came towards me, I will go the right side. I won't stand in front of her, then show that I'm upset. yes! I'm ego person. . . . . I do that because I already lost my patient.
what the thing make me realize. . .
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| holy bible. my light way. |
indeed, I'm not good enough being bible reader. in one day, sometimes i didn't read my bible. (admit it honestly).but now I try my best,take a time to read my bible. I'll tell you how this thing make me realize. perhaps, among us couldn't see the benefits of words-of-God. when I read this verse
Hebrews 10:24-25 " and let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works: not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some; but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching"
Ibrani 10:24-25 " dan marilah kita saling memperhatikan supaya kita saling mendorong dalam kasih dan dalam pekerjaan baik. janganlah kita menjauhkan diri dari pertemuan-pertemuan ibadah kita, seperti dibiasakan oleh beberapa orang, tetapi marilah kita saling menasihati, dan semakin giat melakukannya menjelang hari Tuhan yang mendekat"
"mendorong dalam kasih" just like y'all know that God works in Love. after I read that verse then I answered a few questions. before that, I pray on my bed. I locked my door. then I start my prayer. but I can't even say a one word. my tears start came out from eyes. I couldn't even reach my mind. then, I feel I'm so small, tiny etc ... after that, I realize that I'm full of sins in my soul. I crying aloud, without any sound. you can imagine my situation? pity myself... I knee down. bow my head. and cry!!! regretful inside my soul. I make myself calm down, then start a prayer. my soul felt too warm. never been much better. I'm damn happy!!! now, we can laugh together.
I love you God sorry my sister. . Labels: advice, my mistake, painfulness, spiritual
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I've had fighting then I realize . . sorry
Friday, March 16, 2012
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| this is not us. but something like this. |
*sigh* u know how feel when you're had fighting with somebody? it is too annoyed! when I got the horrible feeling. I'll keep silent, that's me. I won't tell anybody. but in this case, I told my Neo. he knows me well, sometimes he gonna gives me some advise to keep patient. like usually the other people out there say "I'M HUMAN BEING TOO".. So do I. but its too horrible, when I've had fighting with my own FAMILY! am I so rude? ya, I and my oldest sister. may be I'm not gonna mention the reason why we're fighting each other. but what I can say here, I lost my patient. actually, my older and oldest sister. they've been argue me. If u were be me? did you always want be like that? emm.. probably they're kidding. but it too much. she says I'm her stipendiary. am I too annoying? till they dare say like that towards me?I knew, I'm not good enough to be their youngest sister. I don't have any an achievement to make them proud of me! ya ya ya.. I can go away from this house and go continue my education. but I knew our family's problem. I don't even have a diploma certificate or degree. just SPM.. that's why you all can argue me?I can go far with my SPM certificate.. but I want our family's burden getting more easy. I think I'm not sacrifice. just do the right way. okay, for a one day we don't even make a conversation. look each other. no way! when she came towards me, I will go the right side. I won't stand in front of her, then show that I'm upset. yes! I'm ego person. . . . . I do that because I already lost my patient.
what the thing make me realize. . .
|
| holy bible. my light way. |
indeed, I'm not good enough being bible reader. in one day, sometimes i didn't read my bible. (admit it honestly).but now I try my best,take a time to read my bible. I'll tell you how this thing make me realize. perhaps, among us couldn't see the benefits of words-of-God. when I read this verse
Hebrews 10:24-25 " and let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works: not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some; but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching"
Ibrani 10:24-25 " dan marilah kita saling memperhatikan supaya kita saling mendorong dalam kasih dan dalam pekerjaan baik. janganlah kita menjauhkan diri dari pertemuan-pertemuan ibadah kita, seperti dibiasakan oleh beberapa orang, tetapi marilah kita saling menasihati, dan semakin giat melakukannya menjelang hari Tuhan yang mendekat"
"mendorong dalam kasih" just like y'all know that God works in Love. after I read that verse then I answered a few questions. before that, I pray on my bed. I locked my door. then I start my prayer. but I can't even say a one word. my tears start came out from eyes. I couldn't even reach my mind. then, I feel I'm so small, tiny etc ... after that, I realize that I'm full of sins in my soul. I crying aloud, without any sound. you can imagine my situation? pity myself... I knee down. bow my head. and cry!!! regretful inside my soul. I make myself calm down, then start a prayer. my soul felt too warm. never been much better. I'm damn happy!!! now, we can laugh together.
I love you God sorry my sister. . Labels: advice, my mistake, painfulness, spiritual
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I appreciate everything about me, even about my nails, eyebrows and an each a little things had given to me by my Father. I've a lot spend my time in singing, I really do love singing.playing an instrumental things, my second choices. a moment that I feel so horrible, when I sing along with the music, I lose my beats. haha. one day, I'll go to the heaven. now, I'm waiting and keep my eyes on Almighty God. Readers, I want you to be my family when we are get together in the HEAVEN. say AMEN !
