Thursday, October 25, 2012
I hate "not achieved" words, but that is a real of life. seriously, I hate being a loser! everyone ever feel like I did. On October, church's activities at Keningau. The event is a temperance day.
I just participated in singing contest and create poems. The song composed by Jailly. entitled : Insan Yang Sihat. such a beautiful song. But I ruined the song! why? because I didn't practiced harder on it! what I'd learned is, never present any sort of songs if I didn't practiced harder!
now, just full filled by regretful and shyness. why? because I forgot the lyrics and the melody current I singing on the stage, and that's too obvious and ashamed! learn from your mistake Chrissy. Okay, about my poems. let me show you :
TUBUH
SIHAT ADALAH BERKAT
Aku menyusuri lorong kehidupan,
Melangkah longlai di jalan yang kelam,
Penuh debu, kotoran yang melekit
membusuk
Menusuk ke rongga pemikiran yang samar
Tika dulu kau penawar
Mencoret sejarah dalam bidang perubatan
Penyelamat tika kesakitan.
Namun kini,
bak racun yang mengalir, bagai jarum ditusuk..
pedih, perit kau beri
kulihat dua manusia
di atas pentas yang sama,
tapi lakonan watak berbeza,
persis terukir di wajahnya,
‘aku lepasan pengajian tinggi’
‘aku manusia berkerjaya’ dengan asap yang berarak di bibir mu
Bagiku,
Kau bukan lepasan pusat pengajian tinggi
Tapi lepasan pusat serenti,
Seperti Musa dan air susu ibunya,
Kemanapun arus membawa kehidupanmu,
Air susu ibu sumber hidupmu,
Tadahan tangan besar ruangnya,
Tadahan pilihan banyak pengaruhnya,
Tapi berbeza riwayatnya,
Akankah bugar sanubarinya?
Ya, jika semua menjadi bersih.
Tubuh sihat, badan cergas
Segak bergaya bak ayam jantan tiada celahnya,
Segala kemampuan dikeluarkan demi
kesihatan sempurna,
Tetapi seperti burung gagak terbang menguap,
Tatapan mata hati pada tubuh tanpa seutas benang,
Semuanya sia-sia belaka
Mulanya dari diri, keluarga, seterusnya masyrakat,
Khabar yang baik harus dikongsi dan dituruti,
Panduan yang terbaik berasal dari Tuhan yang Maha Esa,
Kaabah yang hidup adalah tubuh,
Memelihara menjadi amanah setiap manusia.
I create this poem within just 2 hours! why? because I like to delay my works. ya, that is fool me. and I didn't won this contest. actually, it is really drives me weak. I hate being a loser saya bilang tu! but Chris you're indeed eligible to deserve it.
*those are my unachievement*
okay, swing my mode go to honey mode^^.
last October, we've a "Mega Seminar" at Ulu Dusun church. by Pastor Samuel from Indonesia. his picture. The "cute" one.
 
Pastor Samuel and Pastor Bendah.
the great pastor^^.
Pastor Samuel is the speaker for the Mega Seminar event. such a beautiful day with Pastor Samuel, even though, he never know me. just shake hand with him. miss you Pastor.^^.
and the closing of our Mega Seminar, we've a mini concert. and we've a guests from rugading Kota Belud. their group named Golden Light. I don't have their picture. sorry. but I have their MP3. such a beautiful voice, indeed.
on the mini convert, I'm one of the praise team.
 
furthermore, a baptism be held too.
my father was one of the baptized at that time, he wanted to clean and renewed his faith in God's eyes. my father is the best father, but he is not a perfect father.
when he hugs me, I cried.
Thank you my Heavenly Father.
You answered me through my prayer.
all this while, I pray for my father. keep praying for him. really hard pray for him till at the one point, I couldn't even bear my sins towards my father. I down, and stop praying for him. because in my prayer, his name always be in. but day by day, nothing was changed, that's why I stop praying for him.
Our Heavenly Father sees my father better than me, so that He makes his purpose in His time. God, forgive me.
the next story, I liked to become a composer.
but I don't know how to launch that, because I don't know how to make the minus one for my song. from my Facebook, I just requested them to help for that. and thank, because have someone give his hands for me^^. God, please give me this talent. I really want it for serving and praising your name.
Entitled : Hati yang berdosa.
the owner : Chrissy J.
composer : pen, paper, voice recorder, and my voice.
karunia hati sempurna
karunia hati murni
Tuhan telah memberi terang pelita
menuntun ke syurga
mengapakah manusia berdusta
Oh Tuhan... tolong sucikan
the chorus :
Ku menyeru hadirat-Mu Tuhan
menyucikan hidupku
tidak Kau mengira betapa sulit dosaku
kasih-Mu menyucikan hati yang berdosa
selamanya...
enjoy it without minus one. sorry.
(and my second song in progress)
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so, welcome to My Memories. Just sharing, and you are reading My Memories. eventhough, I might not know who reads my memories. but I know it's you really cares about me. tQ again ^_^
"Chrissy" a name has given to me.
I appreciate everything about me, even about my nails, eyebrows and an each a little things had given to me by my Father. I've a lot spend my time in singing, I really do love singing.playing an instrumental things, my second choices. a moment that I feel so horrible, when I sing along with the music, I lose my beats. haha. one day, I'll go to the heaven. now, I'm waiting and keep my eyes on Almighty God. Readers, I want you to be my family when we are get together in the HEAVEN. say AMEN !
