The time of past..
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
October is almost done. Have many things had been happened. Only a time can make me remember all those. A bad thing, a nice thing, a good thing, a lovely thing. several of circumstance that I had been through, really hurting me. but everybody does has a secret.
when someone needs a person that can give her encouragement, hence no one be by your side to understand and listen to your heart beats, what you can do is HIDING A TEARS. Inside my mind, too crowded with a nonsense thing. was that make me more mature in this age? Chrissy, you must wake up!
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bad and good news . . .
Monday, April 2, 2012 when someone gives you an option. like this, which one you want to know first? the bad or good news? some peoples will choosing the bad news first later the good news, to cover their sadness feeling. but me, I most like to hear the good news first later the bad news. because, I don't want my happiness hang for a while just because of the bad news. so that, I'll tell my good news first.
good news: God had opened my heart to take form "KPLSPM intake". indeed, last year. my heart was closed because God didn't opened it for me. I trust my Lord. thank you God because you done it for me. I'd chosen my options are history Teacher and counseling Teacher. I already asked God about this. and for your information, the closure for KPLSPM intake on 2012, April, 05. so that, make it faster if you want it too. and result whether I've been chosen or not. on 2012, April, 30. I can feel my heart beating want to jump from my body. chrissy, don't worry. Jesus already make it for you.
bad news: emm.. should I mention it here? gssk! I hate when I talk about this, my nightmare was begin... *fullstop* Labels: info, painfulness
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I've had fighting then I realize . . sorry
Friday, March 16, 2012
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| this is not us. but something like this. |
*sigh* u know how feel when you're had fighting with somebody? it is too annoyed! when I got the horrible feeling. I'll keep silent, that's me. I won't tell anybody. but in this case, I told my Neo. he knows me well, sometimes he gonna gives me some advise to keep patient. like usually the other people out there say "I'M HUMAN BEING TOO".. So do I. but its too horrible, when I've had fighting with my own FAMILY! am I so rude? ya, I and my oldest sister. may be I'm not gonna mention the reason why we're fighting each other. but what I can say here, I lost my patient. actually, my older and oldest sister. they've been argue me. If u were be me? did you always want be like that? emm.. probably they're kidding. but it too much. she says I'm her stipendiary. am I too annoying? till they dare say like that towards me?I knew, I'm not good enough to be their youngest sister. I don't have any an achievement to make them proud of me! ya ya ya.. I can go away from this house and go continue my education. but I knew our family's problem. I don't even have a diploma certificate or degree. just SPM.. that's why you all can argue me?I can go far with my SPM certificate.. but I want our family's burden getting more easy. I think I'm not sacrifice. just do the right way. okay, for a one day we don't even make a conversation. look each other. no way! when she came towards me, I will go the right side. I won't stand in front of her, then show that I'm upset. yes! I'm ego person. . . . . I do that because I already lost my patient.
what the thing make me realize. . .
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| holy bible. my light way. |
indeed, I'm not good enough being bible reader. in one day, sometimes i didn't read my bible. (admit it honestly).but now I try my best,take a time to read my bible. I'll tell you how this thing make me realize. perhaps, among us couldn't see the benefits of words-of-God. when I read this verse
Hebrews 10:24-25 " and let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works: not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some; but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching"
Ibrani 10:24-25 " dan marilah kita saling memperhatikan supaya kita saling mendorong dalam kasih dan dalam pekerjaan baik. janganlah kita menjauhkan diri dari pertemuan-pertemuan ibadah kita, seperti dibiasakan oleh beberapa orang, tetapi marilah kita saling menasihati, dan semakin giat melakukannya menjelang hari Tuhan yang mendekat"
"mendorong dalam kasih" just like y'all know that God works in Love. after I read that verse then I answered a few questions. before that, I pray on my bed. I locked my door. then I start my prayer. but I can't even say a one word. my tears start came out from eyes. I couldn't even reach my mind. then, I feel I'm so small, tiny etc ... after that, I realize that I'm full of sins in my soul. I crying aloud, without any sound. you can imagine my situation? pity myself... I knee down. bow my head. and cry!!! regretful inside my soul. I make myself calm down, then start a prayer. my soul felt too warm. never been much better. I'm damn happy!!! now, we can laugh together.
I love you God sorry my sister. . Labels: advice, my mistake, painfulness, spiritual
what I've planned . . . Let God handle it for me
Saturday, March 10, 2012
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| first time being Literature Evangelist. |
I feel 2 months waiting its a quite hard for me, but the most hard task when what we've planned is not going well. how matter is it, I won't give up. because I knew God always stay in my way. He will make a way for me. I keep that words. next week,it will be my holiday. school's holiday, so that I'm really damn happy when holiday comes out. firstly, I'd planned want go to Keningau, but there's seems not a right decision because by the same time, Training LE also held on the same month. so, I'd changed my plan,I will go to the Seminar.indeed. but now, everything was change. I couldn't even go anywhere! I have a quite stress, cause of my frustration is I MISS BEING LITERATURE EVANGELIST! that's the main point. since I'd decided that I'll be Teacher, seems I'll lost something. day by day, I can feel it more clearly. yes, indeed! I lost something. that thing is too valuable for me. If I can heard God's voice, I'll follow Him whenever and wherever He asks it for me, but how can it be? Lord, I want be Your loyal servant even I'm the great sinner, You always be my greatest Father...
I love You JesusLabels: painfulness, spiritual
not in mood
Monday, March 5, 2012 Yes! I'm not in mood.
without any reasons, any an excuses.. who cares? *sigh* oh no! what I'm trying to tell u now! I'm totally in black area right now! ^%%&^^%$#$%^&&^#$%!!!!! damn fool when'em asked me something, I don't want hear any voice right now!! but what I do.. *pretending* answer them softly, make a FAKE smile! I feel guilty but what can I do! just smile make'em comfortable while communicate with me. damn me.. fuuuh! Labels: painfulness
I'm so T_T
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
this picture I took from Facebook. once I saw this, my heart suddenly stop beating, my eyes started to make a tears. some of them said this is test from God, and I'm thinking. what I'm gonna do if this gonna be happen to my life. how I can carry that burden? its so full of painfulness, sickness, and tears. only God knows their heart, Jesus knows everything about us. He won't be like this, but because of our sins, and we're the sinner this have been happened among human.
pray for them, even we don't know their name.. but Jesus knows them well. Thank You Lord.. Labels: painfulness
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The time of past..
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
October is almost done. Have many things had been happened. Only a time can make me remember all those. A bad thing, a nice thing, a good thing, a lovely thing. several of circumstance that I had been through, really hurting me. but everybody does has a secret.
when someone needs a person that can give her encouragement, hence no one be by your side to understand and listen to your heart beats, what you can do is HIDING A TEARS. Inside my mind, too crowded with a nonsense thing. was that make me more mature in this age? Chrissy, you must wake up!
Labels: painfulness
bad and good news . . .
Monday, April 2, 2012 when someone gives you an option. like this, which one you want to know first? the bad or good news? some peoples will choosing the bad news first later the good news, to cover their sadness feeling. but me, I most like to hear the good news first later the bad news. because, I don't want my happiness hang for a while just because of the bad news. so that, I'll tell my good news first.
good news: God had opened my heart to take form "KPLSPM intake". indeed, last year. my heart was closed because God didn't opened it for me. I trust my Lord. thank you God because you done it for me. I'd chosen my options are history Teacher and counseling Teacher. I already asked God about this. and for your information, the closure for KPLSPM intake on 2012, April, 05. so that, make it faster if you want it too. and result whether I've been chosen or not. on 2012, April, 30. I can feel my heart beating want to jump from my body. chrissy, don't worry. Jesus already make it for you.
bad news: emm.. should I mention it here? gssk! I hate when I talk about this, my nightmare was begin... *fullstop* Labels: info, painfulness
I've had fighting then I realize . . sorry
Friday, March 16, 2012
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| this is not us. but something like this. |
*sigh* u know how feel when you're had fighting with somebody? it is too annoyed! when I got the horrible feeling. I'll keep silent, that's me. I won't tell anybody. but in this case, I told my Neo. he knows me well, sometimes he gonna gives me some advise to keep patient. like usually the other people out there say "I'M HUMAN BEING TOO".. So do I. but its too horrible, when I've had fighting with my own FAMILY! am I so rude? ya, I and my oldest sister. may be I'm not gonna mention the reason why we're fighting each other. but what I can say here, I lost my patient. actually, my older and oldest sister. they've been argue me. If u were be me? did you always want be like that? emm.. probably they're kidding. but it too much. she says I'm her stipendiary. am I too annoying? till they dare say like that towards me?I knew, I'm not good enough to be their youngest sister. I don't have any an achievement to make them proud of me! ya ya ya.. I can go away from this house and go continue my education. but I knew our family's problem. I don't even have a diploma certificate or degree. just SPM.. that's why you all can argue me?I can go far with my SPM certificate.. but I want our family's burden getting more easy. I think I'm not sacrifice. just do the right way. okay, for a one day we don't even make a conversation. look each other. no way! when she came towards me, I will go the right side. I won't stand in front of her, then show that I'm upset. yes! I'm ego person. . . . . I do that because I already lost my patient.
what the thing make me realize. . .
|
| holy bible. my light way. |
indeed, I'm not good enough being bible reader. in one day, sometimes i didn't read my bible. (admit it honestly).but now I try my best,take a time to read my bible. I'll tell you how this thing make me realize. perhaps, among us couldn't see the benefits of words-of-God. when I read this verse
Hebrews 10:24-25 " and let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works: not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some; but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching"
Ibrani 10:24-25 " dan marilah kita saling memperhatikan supaya kita saling mendorong dalam kasih dan dalam pekerjaan baik. janganlah kita menjauhkan diri dari pertemuan-pertemuan ibadah kita, seperti dibiasakan oleh beberapa orang, tetapi marilah kita saling menasihati, dan semakin giat melakukannya menjelang hari Tuhan yang mendekat"
"mendorong dalam kasih" just like y'all know that God works in Love. after I read that verse then I answered a few questions. before that, I pray on my bed. I locked my door. then I start my prayer. but I can't even say a one word. my tears start came out from eyes. I couldn't even reach my mind. then, I feel I'm so small, tiny etc ... after that, I realize that I'm full of sins in my soul. I crying aloud, without any sound. you can imagine my situation? pity myself... I knee down. bow my head. and cry!!! regretful inside my soul. I make myself calm down, then start a prayer. my soul felt too warm. never been much better. I'm damn happy!!! now, we can laugh together.
I love you God sorry my sister. . Labels: advice, my mistake, painfulness, spiritual
what I've planned . . . Let God handle it for me
Saturday, March 10, 2012
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| first time being Literature Evangelist. |
I feel 2 months waiting its a quite hard for me, but the most hard task when what we've planned is not going well. how matter is it, I won't give up. because I knew God always stay in my way. He will make a way for me. I keep that words. next week,it will be my holiday. school's holiday, so that I'm really damn happy when holiday comes out. firstly, I'd planned want go to Keningau, but there's seems not a right decision because by the same time, Training LE also held on the same month. so, I'd changed my plan,I will go to the Seminar.indeed. but now, everything was change. I couldn't even go anywhere! I have a quite stress, cause of my frustration is I MISS BEING LITERATURE EVANGELIST! that's the main point. since I'd decided that I'll be Teacher, seems I'll lost something. day by day, I can feel it more clearly. yes, indeed! I lost something. that thing is too valuable for me. If I can heard God's voice, I'll follow Him whenever and wherever He asks it for me, but how can it be? Lord, I want be Your loyal servant even I'm the great sinner, You always be my greatest Father...
I love You JesusLabels: painfulness, spiritual
not in mood
Monday, March 5, 2012 Yes! I'm not in mood.
without any reasons, any an excuses.. who cares? *sigh* oh no! what I'm trying to tell u now! I'm totally in black area right now! ^%%&^^%$#$%^&&^#$%!!!!! damn fool when'em asked me something, I don't want hear any voice right now!! but what I do.. *pretending* answer them softly, make a FAKE smile! I feel guilty but what can I do! just smile make'em comfortable while communicate with me. damn me.. fuuuh! Labels: painfulness
I'm so T_T
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
this picture I took from Facebook. once I saw this, my heart suddenly stop beating, my eyes started to make a tears. some of them said this is test from God, and I'm thinking. what I'm gonna do if this gonna be happen to my life. how I can carry that burden? its so full of painfulness, sickness, and tears. only God knows their heart, Jesus knows everything about us. He won't be like this, but because of our sins, and we're the sinner this have been happened among human.
pray for them, even we don't know their name.. but Jesus knows them well. Thank You Lord.. Labels: painfulness
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I met him on November, 14, 2011. why I fall in love with this guy? because God's love shows us how we loved and needed each other
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"Chrissy" a name has given to me.
I appreciate everything about me, even about my nails, eyebrows and an each a little things had given to me by my Father. I've a lot spend my time in singing, I really do love singing.playing an instrumental things, my second choices. a moment that I feel so horrible, when I sing along with the music, I lose my beats. haha. one day, I'll go to the heaven. now, I'm waiting and keep my eyes on Almighty God. Readers, I want you to be my family when we are get together in the HEAVEN. say AMEN !
