I won't to log in my Facebook for a while.. why?
Wednesday, November 7, 2012
because... I couldn't control even myself to publish all about me indeed.
what can I do for that? I know myself, then I just want to improve it. that's all. anyone here knows my Facebook acc. you might go to check it by yourself, but I recommend you do not open my FB. *not telling you the link*
I just want to take a shortey rest from using FB. just wait and see how longer I can stay tuned from my rest being a user FB. ya, as u know. that's popular social site I ever known.
before Facebook, I ever try this social site e.g Bearshare, Friendster, yahoo, etc. but talk about Friendster, I think that is a memorial site. haha. why? because when I search www.friendster.com, there's no social site any longer. *who cares about that*, Facebook steals friendster's users instead. haha.
another reason why I won't to log in my FB, there's someone really pushes me to give my number phone, I want to reject him without do something criminal to his feeling*yala tu*, but he couldn't even understand what I'm trying to say. *forget about that*
okay, I'll active on my blog my sayangs^^.
kinda sleepy already.. guddynite^^:
sleep tight with our Heavenly Father, ask Him to look after you while you're in sleep. amen^^
Labels: info, my mistake
not achieved and achieved.
Thursday, October 25, 2012
I hate "not achieved" words, but that is a real of life. seriously, I hate being a loser! everyone ever feel like I did. On October, church's activities at Keningau. The event is a temperance day.
I just participated in singing contest and create poems. The song composed by Jailly. entitled : Insan Yang Sihat. such a beautiful song. But I ruined the song! why? because I didn't practiced harder on it! what I'd learned is, never present any sort of songs if I didn't practiced harder!
now, just full filled by regretful and shyness. why? because I forgot the lyrics and the melody current I singing on the stage, and that's too obvious and ashamed! learn from your mistake Chrissy. Okay, about my poems. let me show you :
TUBUH
SIHAT ADALAH BERKAT
Aku menyusuri lorong kehidupan,
Melangkah longlai di jalan yang kelam,
Penuh debu, kotoran yang melekit
membusuk
Menusuk ke rongga pemikiran yang samar
Tika dulu kau penawar
Mencoret sejarah dalam bidang perubatan
Penyelamat tika kesakitan.
Namun kini,
bak racun yang mengalir, bagai jarum ditusuk..
pedih, perit kau beri
kulihat dua manusia
di atas pentas yang sama,
tapi lakonan watak berbeza,
persis terukir di wajahnya,
‘aku lepasan pengajian tinggi’
‘aku manusia berkerjaya’ dengan asap yang berarak di bibir mu
Bagiku,
Kau bukan lepasan pusat pengajian tinggi
Tapi lepasan pusat serenti,
Seperti Musa dan air susu ibunya,
Kemanapun arus membawa kehidupanmu,
Air susu ibu sumber hidupmu,
Tadahan tangan besar ruangnya,
Tadahan pilihan banyak pengaruhnya,
Tapi berbeza riwayatnya,
Akankah bugar sanubarinya?
Ya, jika semua menjadi bersih.
Tubuh sihat, badan cergas
Segak bergaya bak ayam jantan tiada celahnya,
Segala kemampuan dikeluarkan demi
kesihatan sempurna,
Tetapi seperti burung gagak terbang menguap,
Tatapan mata hati pada tubuh tanpa seutas benang,
Semuanya sia-sia belaka
Mulanya dari diri, keluarga, seterusnya masyrakat,
Khabar yang baik harus dikongsi dan dituruti,
Panduan yang terbaik berasal dari Tuhan yang Maha Esa,
Kaabah yang hidup adalah tubuh,
Memelihara menjadi amanah setiap manusia.
I create this poem within just 2 hours! why? because I like to delay my works. ya, that is fool me. and I didn't won this contest. actually, it is really drives me weak. I hate being a loser saya bilang tu! but Chris you're indeed eligible to deserve it.
*those are my unachievement*
okay, swing my mode go to honey mode^^.
last October, we've a "Mega Seminar" at Ulu Dusun church. by Pastor Samuel from Indonesia. his picture. The "cute" one.
Pastor Samuel and Pastor Bendah.
the great pastor^^.
Pastor Samuel is the speaker for the Mega Seminar event. such a beautiful day with Pastor Samuel, even though, he never know me. just shake hand with him. miss you Pastor.^^.
and the closing of our Mega Seminar, we've a mini concert. and we've a guests from rugading Kota Belud. their group named Golden Light. I don't have their picture. sorry. but I have their MP3. such a beautiful voice, indeed.
on the mini convert, I'm one of the praise team.
furthermore, a baptism be held too.
my father was one of the baptized at that time, he wanted to clean and renewed his faith in God's eyes. my father is the best father, but he is not a perfect father.
when he hugs me, I cried.
Thank you my Heavenly Father.
You answered me through my prayer.
all this while, I pray for my father. keep praying for him. really hard pray for him till at the one point, I couldn't even bear my sins towards my father. I down, and stop praying for him. because in my prayer, his name always be in. but day by day, nothing was changed, that's why I stop praying for him.
Our Heavenly Father sees my father better than me, so that He makes his purpose in His time. God, forgive me.
the next story, I liked to become a composer.
but I don't know how to launch that, because I don't know how to make the minus one for my song. from my Facebook, I just requested them to help for that. and thank, because have someone give his hands for me^^. God, please give me this talent. I really want it for serving and praising your name.
Entitled : Hati yang berdosa.
the owner : Chrissy J.
composer : pen, paper, voice recorder, and my voice.
karunia hati sempurna
karunia hati murni
Tuhan telah memberi terang pelita
menuntun ke syurga
mengapakah manusia berdusta
Oh Tuhan... tolong sucikan
the chorus :
Ku menyeru hadirat-Mu Tuhan
menyucikan hidupku
tidak Kau mengira betapa sulit dosaku
kasih-Mu menyucikan hati yang berdosa
selamanya...
enjoy it without minus one. sorry.
(and my second song in progress)
Labels: lovely moments, my mistake, spiritual
I've had fighting then I realize . . sorry
Friday, March 16, 2012
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| this is not us. but something like this. |
*sigh* u know how feel when you're had fighting with somebody? it is too annoyed! when I got the horrible feeling. I'll keep silent, that's me. I won't tell anybody. but in this case, I told my Neo. he knows me well, sometimes he gonna gives me some advise to keep patient. like usually the other people out there say "I'M HUMAN BEING TOO".. So do I. but its too horrible, when I've had fighting with my own FAMILY! am I so rude? ya, I and my oldest sister. may be I'm not gonna mention the reason why we're fighting each other. but what I can say here, I lost my patient. actually, my older and oldest sister. they've been argue me. If u were be me? did you always want be like that? emm.. probably they're kidding. but it too much. she says I'm her stipendiary. am I too annoying? till they dare say like that towards me?I knew, I'm not good enough to be their youngest sister. I don't have any an achievement to make them proud of me! ya ya ya.. I can go away from this house and go continue my education. but I knew our family's problem. I don't even have a diploma certificate or degree. just SPM.. that's why you all can argue me?I can go far with my SPM certificate.. but I want our family's burden getting more easy. I think I'm not sacrifice. just do the right way. okay, for a one day we don't even make a conversation. look each other. no way! when she came towards me, I will go the right side. I won't stand in front of her, then show that I'm upset. yes! I'm ego person. . . . . I do that because I already lost my patient.
what the thing make me realize. . .
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| holy bible. my light way. |
indeed, I'm not good enough being bible reader. in one day, sometimes i didn't read my bible. (admit it honestly).but now I try my best,take a time to read my bible. I'll tell you how this thing make me realize. perhaps, among us couldn't see the benefits of words-of-God. when I read this verse
Hebrews 10:24-25 " and let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works: not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some; but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching"
Ibrani 10:24-25 " dan marilah kita saling memperhatikan supaya kita saling mendorong dalam kasih dan dalam pekerjaan baik. janganlah kita menjauhkan diri dari pertemuan-pertemuan ibadah kita, seperti dibiasakan oleh beberapa orang, tetapi marilah kita saling menasihati, dan semakin giat melakukannya menjelang hari Tuhan yang mendekat"
"mendorong dalam kasih" just like y'all know that God works in Love. after I read that verse then I answered a few questions. before that, I pray on my bed. I locked my door. then I start my prayer. but I can't even say a one word. my tears start came out from eyes. I couldn't even reach my mind. then, I feel I'm so small, tiny etc ... after that, I realize that I'm full of sins in my soul. I crying aloud, without any sound. you can imagine my situation? pity myself... I knee down. bow my head. and cry!!! regretful inside my soul. I make myself calm down, then start a prayer. my soul felt too warm. never been much better. I'm damn happy!!! now, we can laugh together.
I love you God sorry my sister. . Labels: advice, my mistake, painfulness, spiritual
misunderstanding~ T_T
Saturday, February 11, 2012 do you ever misunderstanding with your friends, family, or the people around you? you know, that was such a big mistake if you ever did this. either like me, I was misunderstanding. I'm so sorry. if you want to know what I'm talking about, just read my old post.I thought she hates me, whereas there's no hatred against me and her. but her friend, of course her friend hates me. I ever read her friend's blog. if in that case, I'm not misunderstanding. but it was clear! she really hates me. and I'm really upset with that girl. just call her Miss pengutuk! yes, I'm bad! * STOP TALKING ABOUT HER *
I won't bring her to center of my life! indeed..
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I won't to log in my Facebook for a while.. why?
Wednesday, November 7, 2012
because... I couldn't control even myself to publish all about me indeed.
what can I do for that? I know myself, then I just want to improve it. that's all. anyone here knows my Facebook acc. you might go to check it by yourself, but I recommend you do not open my FB. *not telling you the link*
I just want to take a shortey rest from using FB. just wait and see how longer I can stay tuned from my rest being a user FB. ya, as u know. that's popular social site I ever known.
before Facebook, I ever try this social site e.g Bearshare, Friendster, yahoo, etc. but talk about Friendster, I think that is a memorial site. haha. why? because when I search www.friendster.com, there's no social site any longer. *who cares about that*, Facebook steals friendster's users instead. haha.
another reason why I won't to log in my FB, there's someone really pushes me to give my number phone, I want to reject him without do something criminal to his feeling*yala tu*, but he couldn't even understand what I'm trying to say. *forget about that*
okay, I'll active on my blog my sayangs^^.
kinda sleepy already.. guddynite^^:
sleep tight with our Heavenly Father, ask Him to look after you while you're in sleep. amen^^
Labels: info, my mistake
not achieved and achieved.
Thursday, October 25, 2012
I hate "not achieved" words, but that is a real of life. seriously, I hate being a loser! everyone ever feel like I did. On October, church's activities at Keningau. The event is a temperance day.
I just participated in singing contest and create poems. The song composed by Jailly. entitled : Insan Yang Sihat. such a beautiful song. But I ruined the song! why? because I didn't practiced harder on it! what I'd learned is, never present any sort of songs if I didn't practiced harder!
now, just full filled by regretful and shyness. why? because I forgot the lyrics and the melody current I singing on the stage, and that's too obvious and ashamed! learn from your mistake Chrissy. Okay, about my poems. let me show you :
TUBUH
SIHAT ADALAH BERKAT
Aku menyusuri lorong kehidupan,
Melangkah longlai di jalan yang kelam,
Penuh debu, kotoran yang melekit
membusuk
Menusuk ke rongga pemikiran yang samar
Tika dulu kau penawar
Mencoret sejarah dalam bidang perubatan
Penyelamat tika kesakitan.
Namun kini,
bak racun yang mengalir, bagai jarum ditusuk..
pedih, perit kau beri
kulihat dua manusia
di atas pentas yang sama,
tapi lakonan watak berbeza,
persis terukir di wajahnya,
‘aku lepasan pengajian tinggi’
‘aku manusia berkerjaya’ dengan asap yang berarak di bibir mu
Bagiku,
Kau bukan lepasan pusat pengajian tinggi
Tapi lepasan pusat serenti,
Seperti Musa dan air susu ibunya,
Kemanapun arus membawa kehidupanmu,
Air susu ibu sumber hidupmu,
Tadahan tangan besar ruangnya,
Tadahan pilihan banyak pengaruhnya,
Tapi berbeza riwayatnya,
Akankah bugar sanubarinya?
Ya, jika semua menjadi bersih.
Tubuh sihat, badan cergas
Segak bergaya bak ayam jantan tiada celahnya,
Segala kemampuan dikeluarkan demi
kesihatan sempurna,
Tetapi seperti burung gagak terbang menguap,
Tatapan mata hati pada tubuh tanpa seutas benang,
Semuanya sia-sia belaka
Mulanya dari diri, keluarga, seterusnya masyrakat,
Khabar yang baik harus dikongsi dan dituruti,
Panduan yang terbaik berasal dari Tuhan yang Maha Esa,
Kaabah yang hidup adalah tubuh,
Memelihara menjadi amanah setiap manusia.
I create this poem within just 2 hours! why? because I like to delay my works. ya, that is fool me. and I didn't won this contest. actually, it is really drives me weak. I hate being a loser saya bilang tu! but Chris you're indeed eligible to deserve it.
*those are my unachievement*
okay, swing my mode go to honey mode^^.
last October, we've a "Mega Seminar" at Ulu Dusun church. by Pastor Samuel from Indonesia. his picture. The "cute" one.
Pastor Samuel and Pastor Bendah.
the great pastor^^.
Pastor Samuel is the speaker for the Mega Seminar event. such a beautiful day with Pastor Samuel, even though, he never know me. just shake hand with him. miss you Pastor.^^.
and the closing of our Mega Seminar, we've a mini concert. and we've a guests from rugading Kota Belud. their group named Golden Light. I don't have their picture. sorry. but I have their MP3. such a beautiful voice, indeed.
on the mini convert, I'm one of the praise team.
furthermore, a baptism be held too.
my father was one of the baptized at that time, he wanted to clean and renewed his faith in God's eyes. my father is the best father, but he is not a perfect father.
when he hugs me, I cried.
Thank you my Heavenly Father.
You answered me through my prayer.
all this while, I pray for my father. keep praying for him. really hard pray for him till at the one point, I couldn't even bear my sins towards my father. I down, and stop praying for him. because in my prayer, his name always be in. but day by day, nothing was changed, that's why I stop praying for him.
Our Heavenly Father sees my father better than me, so that He makes his purpose in His time. God, forgive me.
the next story, I liked to become a composer.
but I don't know how to launch that, because I don't know how to make the minus one for my song. from my Facebook, I just requested them to help for that. and thank, because have someone give his hands for me^^. God, please give me this talent. I really want it for serving and praising your name.
Entitled : Hati yang berdosa.
the owner : Chrissy J.
composer : pen, paper, voice recorder, and my voice.
karunia hati sempurna
karunia hati murni
Tuhan telah memberi terang pelita
menuntun ke syurga
mengapakah manusia berdusta
Oh Tuhan... tolong sucikan
the chorus :
Ku menyeru hadirat-Mu Tuhan
menyucikan hidupku
tidak Kau mengira betapa sulit dosaku
kasih-Mu menyucikan hati yang berdosa
selamanya...
enjoy it without minus one. sorry.
(and my second song in progress)
Labels: lovely moments, my mistake, spiritual
I've had fighting then I realize . . sorry
Friday, March 16, 2012
|
| this is not us. but something like this. |
*sigh* u know how feel when you're had fighting with somebody? it is too annoyed! when I got the horrible feeling. I'll keep silent, that's me. I won't tell anybody. but in this case, I told my Neo. he knows me well, sometimes he gonna gives me some advise to keep patient. like usually the other people out there say "I'M HUMAN BEING TOO".. So do I. but its too horrible, when I've had fighting with my own FAMILY! am I so rude? ya, I and my oldest sister. may be I'm not gonna mention the reason why we're fighting each other. but what I can say here, I lost my patient. actually, my older and oldest sister. they've been argue me. If u were be me? did you always want be like that? emm.. probably they're kidding. but it too much. she says I'm her stipendiary. am I too annoying? till they dare say like that towards me?I knew, I'm not good enough to be their youngest sister. I don't have any an achievement to make them proud of me! ya ya ya.. I can go away from this house and go continue my education. but I knew our family's problem. I don't even have a diploma certificate or degree. just SPM.. that's why you all can argue me?I can go far with my SPM certificate.. but I want our family's burden getting more easy. I think I'm not sacrifice. just do the right way. okay, for a one day we don't even make a conversation. look each other. no way! when she came towards me, I will go the right side. I won't stand in front of her, then show that I'm upset. yes! I'm ego person. . . . . I do that because I already lost my patient.
what the thing make me realize. . .
|
| holy bible. my light way. |
indeed, I'm not good enough being bible reader. in one day, sometimes i didn't read my bible. (admit it honestly).but now I try my best,take a time to read my bible. I'll tell you how this thing make me realize. perhaps, among us couldn't see the benefits of words-of-God. when I read this verse
Hebrews 10:24-25 " and let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works: not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some; but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching"
Ibrani 10:24-25 " dan marilah kita saling memperhatikan supaya kita saling mendorong dalam kasih dan dalam pekerjaan baik. janganlah kita menjauhkan diri dari pertemuan-pertemuan ibadah kita, seperti dibiasakan oleh beberapa orang, tetapi marilah kita saling menasihati, dan semakin giat melakukannya menjelang hari Tuhan yang mendekat"
"mendorong dalam kasih" just like y'all know that God works in Love. after I read that verse then I answered a few questions. before that, I pray on my bed. I locked my door. then I start my prayer. but I can't even say a one word. my tears start came out from eyes. I couldn't even reach my mind. then, I feel I'm so small, tiny etc ... after that, I realize that I'm full of sins in my soul. I crying aloud, without any sound. you can imagine my situation? pity myself... I knee down. bow my head. and cry!!! regretful inside my soul. I make myself calm down, then start a prayer. my soul felt too warm. never been much better. I'm damn happy!!! now, we can laugh together.
I love you God sorry my sister. . Labels: advice, my mistake, painfulness, spiritual
misunderstanding~ T_T
Saturday, February 11, 2012 do you ever misunderstanding with your friends, family, or the people around you? you know, that was such a big mistake if you ever did this. either like me, I was misunderstanding. I'm so sorry. if you want to know what I'm talking about, just read my old post.I thought she hates me, whereas there's no hatred against me and her. but her friend, of course her friend hates me. I ever read her friend's blog. if in that case, I'm not misunderstanding. but it was clear! she really hates me. and I'm really upset with that girl. just call her Miss pengutuk! yes, I'm bad! * STOP TALKING ABOUT HER *
I won't bring her to center of my life! indeed..
Labels: advice, my mistake, realize me
Important Memories I ever have
I met him on November, 14, 2011. why I fall in love with this guy? because God's love shows us how we loved and needed each other
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so, welcome to My Memories. Just sharing, and you are reading My Memories. eventhough, I might not know who reads my memories. but I know it's you really cares about me. tQ again ^_^
"Chrissy" a name has given to me.
I appreciate everything about me, even about my nails, eyebrows and an each a little things had given to me by my Father. I've a lot spend my time in singing, I really do love singing.playing an instrumental things, my second choices. a moment that I feel so horrible, when I sing along with the music, I lose my beats. haha. one day, I'll go to the heaven. now, I'm waiting and keep my eyes on Almighty God. Readers, I want you to be my family when we are get together in the HEAVEN. say AMEN !
