blessings : part 11
Monday, November 19, 2012
Hye there!^^
I just come back from school's stuff.
yesterday, we went to Sandakan. to buy all tools for our school in next year.
furniture, tools for teaching, text books! etc.
but really thankful to my Heavenly Father, He helps us to complete it without a complicated things. blessings for my school!
last month, our 1st Graduation Ceremony be held.
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me during the ceremony.
just showing you the other pictures.
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a young nurse. (sherena micheal)
she is 5 years old. haha. she's naughty indeed! |
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a young Teacher. (Rowenson Jerry)
he is 4 years old. naughty but smart boy^^ |
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children graduate.
Lord, these children will going to primary school.
I know, that our Heavenly Father will always look after them. bless their education. |
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| our school staff. (center : Eld. Stephen loo) |
BLESSINGS!
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tomorrow will be November 4!!
Saturday, November 3, 2012
like my entry's title, there will be.
my Future H. will depart tomorrow morning to Kuala Lumpur. What I'll do after that? starting to worry or stay calm?
I know dady, When I say that I'm really sad,it indeed make you more sad than me. so that, I'm saying to you. I'm so proud of you. so, do your best on your career. because I'll always love you and be by your side.
most important, our Heavenly Father will look after you. wheresoever you went, there's no even an inch a distance between you and God^^. and I trust that very well.
might we could always being like this?
yes, after my Future H. will be my My Husband and no more "future" hehe
okay, somebody says that a teen couple, usually wasn't necessarily be your husband. may be, I admit that too. but as long as we putting and giving our efforts in our relationship to our God, I think there's no impossible for that. as long as God wants to be happens. amen^^
some memories alive here. he was with me. when I'm teaching at school, he's at the church and playing this and his guitar. I heard he's sang a gospel song, I'm really shocked that he's so talented in singing too^^. proud ^^
haha. innocent face ya? I'm totally ugly here.haha
this picture we're at Sarawak^^. a nice memories ever.
yes! PRAY WITHOUT CEASING!
my prayer will always and never stopping to follow your an each steps.
blessings for you Nicholas!
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not achieved and achieved.
Thursday, October 25, 2012
I hate "not achieved" words, but that is a real of life. seriously, I hate being a loser! everyone ever feel like I did. On October, church's activities at Keningau. The event is a temperance day.
I just participated in singing contest and create poems. The song composed by Jailly. entitled : Insan Yang Sihat. such a beautiful song. But I ruined the song! why? because I didn't practiced harder on it! what I'd learned is, never present any sort of songs if I didn't practiced harder!
now, just full filled by regretful and shyness. why? because I forgot the lyrics and the melody current I singing on the stage, and that's too obvious and ashamed! learn from your mistake Chrissy. Okay, about my poems. let me show you :
TUBUH
SIHAT ADALAH BERKAT
Aku menyusuri lorong kehidupan,
Melangkah longlai di jalan yang kelam,
Penuh debu, kotoran yang melekit
membusuk
Menusuk ke rongga pemikiran yang samar
Tika dulu kau penawar
Mencoret sejarah dalam bidang perubatan
Penyelamat tika kesakitan.
Namun kini,
bak racun yang mengalir, bagai jarum ditusuk..
pedih, perit kau beri
kulihat dua manusia
di atas pentas yang sama,
tapi lakonan watak berbeza,
persis terukir di wajahnya,
‘aku lepasan pengajian tinggi’
‘aku manusia berkerjaya’ dengan asap yang berarak di bibir mu
Bagiku,
Kau bukan lepasan pusat pengajian tinggi
Tapi lepasan pusat serenti,
Seperti Musa dan air susu ibunya,
Kemanapun arus membawa kehidupanmu,
Air susu ibu sumber hidupmu,
Tadahan tangan besar ruangnya,
Tadahan pilihan banyak pengaruhnya,
Tapi berbeza riwayatnya,
Akankah bugar sanubarinya?
Ya, jika semua menjadi bersih.
Tubuh sihat, badan cergas
Segak bergaya bak ayam jantan tiada celahnya,
Segala kemampuan dikeluarkan demi
kesihatan sempurna,
Tetapi seperti burung gagak terbang menguap,
Tatapan mata hati pada tubuh tanpa seutas benang,
Semuanya sia-sia belaka
Mulanya dari diri, keluarga, seterusnya masyrakat,
Khabar yang baik harus dikongsi dan dituruti,
Panduan yang terbaik berasal dari Tuhan yang Maha Esa,
Kaabah yang hidup adalah tubuh,
Memelihara menjadi amanah setiap manusia.
I create this poem within just 2 hours! why? because I like to delay my works. ya, that is fool me. and I didn't won this contest. actually, it is really drives me weak. I hate being a loser saya bilang tu! but Chris you're indeed eligible to deserve it.
*those are my unachievement*
okay, swing my mode go to honey mode^^.
last October, we've a "Mega Seminar" at Ulu Dusun church. by Pastor Samuel from Indonesia. his picture. The "cute" one.
Pastor Samuel and Pastor Bendah.
the great pastor^^.
Pastor Samuel is the speaker for the Mega Seminar event. such a beautiful day with Pastor Samuel, even though, he never know me. just shake hand with him. miss you Pastor.^^.
and the closing of our Mega Seminar, we've a mini concert. and we've a guests from rugading Kota Belud. their group named Golden Light. I don't have their picture. sorry. but I have their MP3. such a beautiful voice, indeed.
on the mini convert, I'm one of the praise team.
furthermore, a baptism be held too.
my father was one of the baptized at that time, he wanted to clean and renewed his faith in God's eyes. my father is the best father, but he is not a perfect father.
when he hugs me, I cried.
Thank you my Heavenly Father.
You answered me through my prayer.
all this while, I pray for my father. keep praying for him. really hard pray for him till at the one point, I couldn't even bear my sins towards my father. I down, and stop praying for him. because in my prayer, his name always be in. but day by day, nothing was changed, that's why I stop praying for him.
Our Heavenly Father sees my father better than me, so that He makes his purpose in His time. God, forgive me.
the next story, I liked to become a composer.
but I don't know how to launch that, because I don't know how to make the minus one for my song. from my Facebook, I just requested them to help for that. and thank, because have someone give his hands for me^^. God, please give me this talent. I really want it for serving and praising your name.
Entitled : Hati yang berdosa.
the owner : Chrissy J.
composer : pen, paper, voice recorder, and my voice.
karunia hati sempurna
karunia hati murni
Tuhan telah memberi terang pelita
menuntun ke syurga
mengapakah manusia berdusta
Oh Tuhan... tolong sucikan
the chorus :
Ku menyeru hadirat-Mu Tuhan
menyucikan hidupku
tidak Kau mengira betapa sulit dosaku
kasih-Mu menyucikan hati yang berdosa
selamanya...
enjoy it without minus one. sorry.
(and my second song in progress)
Labels: lovely moments, my mistake, spiritual
chrissy's story
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
hye there! this is my new look blog. more tidy and not messy like before. but I don't know if everybody knows how to use my blog or instead. okay here guys, I enjoyed myself for sharing my daily life. leave this if this interfered you. *click cross please*
last week, on 30, September.
yeah, that's my birthday. with a big smile, my family celebrated it for me. thank you family. however, my three brothers aren't here for celebrating it with us. I'm so thankful to God because He is so good to me. *can't describe His kindness*, He sent His angel purely just for my goodness. * a big claps*
want to show you some if my pictures during my birthday at KFC, sandakan^^
enjoy it guys^^
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| I won't to cut the cake. |
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| sister, me and mumy |
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| chrissy eats pokkits |
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| lovely mumy |
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| childish cake.but I love it very much. |
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| me, mumy and dad |
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| yes, this is miss chrissy. |
ends for my birthday's story.
today, 3, October,
wanted to tell you about my career. as a Teacher.
my head Teacher was told me before my class finished. she told me, "Teacher, our children's examination are around the corner. so I need your help to make the exam papers for subjects Malay and Thematic (science)" quite hard for me, because this is the first time I took assignment such like this. even this is the first experience, I won't refused it. this my chance to expand my knowledge about education.
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| this is my head master. *salute her* |
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| time to listen story |
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| outdoor activities |
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| peace from them |
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| my askar. |
Labels: lovely moments, new experienced
a teacher's and student's feeling
Tuesday, March 27, 2012 perhaps, among from us will never felt what means of a Teacher's feeling, you need to be a Teacher then u'll know it. there's a lot of meaning. my mom's my first Teacher, because she's a kindergarten Teacher. since I'm about 3-6 years old, my mom allowed me to follow her whenever she went to school for teaching. ya, as you know 3 years old, do not know anything about education yet. either me. just sitting down, staring the other children playing around. I'm a nerd person. when I grew up, I be the un-nerdy person.
I make my past stories become more shorter. in the kindergarten school, (not to proud of myself) but i'm the best student. top 3 in the class. probably it's because my mom can spend a lot of her time for me. and I received more pinched from her.ya, quite hurt till I cried then fall asleep. but seems it's not a big deal because I knew what a causes i'm being pinch. because of that pinch, I'm become more diligent. diligent for memories ABC, getting to know 123, addition, etc. I love do that. when I'm went to primary school. I'm in the class C, not good enough compare class A. but, who cares? I don't care at all. whether, I'm in the class A or not. it's neither not a big deal for me.
I thought my past stories is not short like I guess.still want to keep reading? it's up to u my dear. okay, not in the kindergarten school anymore. more mature in primary school. really? indeed, being primary school 7-12 years old, its pretty faster than I thought. days goes too faster. around I'm 7-9 years old, still can calling me best student. all my subjects, I got more than 70 above. around I'm 10-12 years old,I'd joined culture club(dance), because of that I'm falling in love in dance but at the same time I started had drowning, I'm fool around my stuff. I don't care at all I've a homework or not. I don't care I'd finished it or not. I'm so careless. I'm not even aware from my bad habit.gssk! (totally damn idiot when remember it again). okay, let it be past. going to my UPSR's result. I only can got 1A, and the other subjects just can got C & B, there's no failed okay. but I'm so disappointed with that.
jump out from primary school and going out to secondary school.okay, here is my best part stories. here! from 1-3 (13-15 years old), my class is A. means, we're the best students entire form 1-3. now I can say that I can focus on my lesson. just from form 1-2. what happen in form 3? there's a foolish decision that I've decided. I let myself walked into a black area. (let only my closer friends knew what my stories here)if u want to know it too, just inbox me.kidding okay. clue, "cinta monyet". stupid! that's why I won't talk about it. I did my mistakes twice. but in different way. my PMR's result, there's not A.. Just B, C & D. and grade D, is the highest! fuh! my heart full of painfulness. I cried out aloud from bottom of my heart. my brother-in-law said like this to me " tiada guna ada muka cantik kalau pelajaran tiada".. it's quite hurt when I heard like that. I keep the positive, I throw the negative part. whispered to myself, "buktikan kepada mereka yang saya bukan macam itu".
going to form 4-5(16-17 years old), I start from the beginning. yeah! I done it successfully, even I'm not in class science stream, I build up my encourage again. firstly, I couldn't even received that I'm in literature class. I feel, that I'm a foolish student in this earth. but in the long my journey being a literature student, I start falling in love in those subjects. especially, literature subject! direct to the point, my SPM's result, just got 3A's, whereas my target is 4A's. but never mind, because my Literature subject is an A! my Bahasa malaysia, and pendidikan moral. and my science got B+. I've a pretty shocked because my science never, never and never get grade B current my monthly test.just stayed in grade D and C.haha. thank you God! finally, I can prove it to them that I'm not like they thought. first time my big brother (jibrail) wish to me, well done! its quite hard want heard like that from him.
reading is tiring, isn't? haha.. plus, my grammar swing go to hell? haha.. who cares?there's no one forcing you to read this.okay, continue my story. . intake for pra-university (lower & upper six), I'm in that school just for a 2 months. and I quite. (why i'm quite?), no need to give you a notice here. I've calling from God, its not nice when I declined it. right? before I start my ridiculous thing, lets continue my story. in week orientation for lower six, I've had a greatest experienced ever. I can gained more, more and more inspiration from my team. our group named SHINE! kinda funny. childish habit! that's my friend's suggestion. our group leader, named zerne. we call her, zezet. wonderful moment when I become their host for our closing orientation, added our group is the best group! indeed, I'm so proud when I announced the result. and the biggest proud is, when I be the best student lower six during the orientation, I announced my name! haha...kinda funny. miss that feeling. proud + happy^^. I feel so special. thank u^^
that's my summary being student. (baru cerita pasal student's feeling) ha ha ha...
what I mean a teacher's feeling? actually, this is my main point. (baru masuk isi rupanya) ha ha ha.. okay may be in one paragraph only.(guessing) he he he.. my lesson starting on 2012, march 03. actually, our students only have 16 students. my student just 5. I teach 4 years old only. fuh! it is not a quite hard, but very hard task okay! first, I think can't stand any longer. they do not even listen my an order. they want test my patient limit. yaa! i pinch them.. its not important point.
when my student, do not attended my class. its will ruined my teaching plans. so that, I need checked their homework to make sure that my student can follow up the other's homework. totally make me dizzy. actually, when my students can accept my lesson. its damn happy for me^^. thank you God coz gives me a strength and patient to face them.
I love my past story.
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closing sabbath with t h e m
Saturday, March 17, 2012
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Adventist Youth - Beluran, Sandakan
we have a new habit every closing sabbath.. h a h a...
before we went to my house for "karoke" together,we spend whole our time for sabbath, enjoying AY's games,for example:
1. find the treasure from outside church.made by: Eld.Jailly (we're the winner)
2. a quiz bible.made by : miss: sammy(more friendly call her like that)-we're the loser. ha ha
3. find the verse in the bible, counting and find the verse, and tell their group with the body language.made by: chrissy (me)
then! we won't stop our activities, we drank the herbalife's shake...kihaaa! good for healthy.^^
no more toxic after this ^^
s i m p l y b e s t . . . ^^
that's why we laugh all the time during sabbath. thank you God, even we're very little amount being Adventist Youth in Beluran, sandakan,you're still come into each of us. thanks a lot my Greatest Lord. |
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never been much better
Thursday, February 23, 2012
first of all, thank you Lord.. You never left me behind, u always stay behind me to make me calm, warm and comfortable. thank you to Neo also because he accompany me last night, even through hand phone. seems we're so close. he sang a songs for me. gospel's songs. till I fall asleep last night. its too nice and kind. thank u again^^ I'll wait till the day comes true^^
Labels: lovely moments
valentine's day. My anniversary
Sunday, February 12, 2012
love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning
I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone. but I can tell you what is it for me.love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any person.love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you ^____^ indeed, why I post this? for the rest of my life, I never celebrate this. I'm not lying okay. just like the title above. I'm not even realize that our anniversary was dropped on 14.. but for someone, they're not celebrate this. I'm not sure whats wrong with that day, seems there's nothing wrong whether you celebrate it or not, that is not a big deal for sure. its depends on you dude^^.
dady, for it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. it was not my lips you kissed,but my soul.will you still need me, will you still feed me.. when I'm sixty-four? just answer it in your heart^^. you know you're in love when u can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams, it was happened in me lately, what you have done to me? hehe.. thats was not your fault, it was me. because I just let my heart floated in your love wave. jiwangnyerrr...haha! but everything is clearer when you're in love. are you agree dady? no more confused with our relationship.but we can't stop loving or wanting to love because when its right, it's the best thing in the world.
I love you so much.. Labels: love, lovely moments
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blessings : part 11
Monday, November 19, 2012
Hye there!^^
I just come back from school's stuff.
yesterday, we went to Sandakan. to buy all tools for our school in next year.
furniture, tools for teaching, text books! etc.
but really thankful to my Heavenly Father, He helps us to complete it without a complicated things. blessings for my school!
last month, our 1st Graduation Ceremony be held.
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me during the ceremony.
just showing you the other pictures.
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a young nurse. (sherena micheal)
she is 5 years old. haha. she's naughty indeed! |
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a young Teacher. (Rowenson Jerry)
he is 4 years old. naughty but smart boy^^ |
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children graduate.
Lord, these children will going to primary school.
I know, that our Heavenly Father will always look after them. bless their education. |
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| our school staff. (center : Eld. Stephen loo) |
BLESSINGS!
Labels: lovely moments, new experienced
tomorrow will be November 4!!
Saturday, November 3, 2012
like my entry's title, there will be.
my Future H. will depart tomorrow morning to Kuala Lumpur. What I'll do after that? starting to worry or stay calm?
I know dady, When I say that I'm really sad,it indeed make you more sad than me. so that, I'm saying to you. I'm so proud of you. so, do your best on your career. because I'll always love you and be by your side.
most important, our Heavenly Father will look after you. wheresoever you went, there's no even an inch a distance between you and God^^. and I trust that very well.
might we could always being like this?
yes, after my Future H. will be my My Husband and no more "future" hehe
okay, somebody says that a teen couple, usually wasn't necessarily be your husband. may be, I admit that too. but as long as we putting and giving our efforts in our relationship to our God, I think there's no impossible for that. as long as God wants to be happens. amen^^
some memories alive here. he was with me. when I'm teaching at school, he's at the church and playing this and his guitar. I heard he's sang a gospel song, I'm really shocked that he's so talented in singing too^^. proud ^^
haha. innocent face ya? I'm totally ugly here.haha
this picture we're at Sarawak^^. a nice memories ever.
yes! PRAY WITHOUT CEASING!
my prayer will always and never stopping to follow your an each steps.
blessings for you Nicholas!
Labels: love, lovely moments
not achieved and achieved.
Thursday, October 25, 2012
I hate "not achieved" words, but that is a real of life. seriously, I hate being a loser! everyone ever feel like I did. On October, church's activities at Keningau. The event is a temperance day.
I just participated in singing contest and create poems. The song composed by Jailly. entitled : Insan Yang Sihat. such a beautiful song. But I ruined the song! why? because I didn't practiced harder on it! what I'd learned is, never present any sort of songs if I didn't practiced harder!
now, just full filled by regretful and shyness. why? because I forgot the lyrics and the melody current I singing on the stage, and that's too obvious and ashamed! learn from your mistake Chrissy. Okay, about my poems. let me show you :
TUBUH
SIHAT ADALAH BERKAT
Aku menyusuri lorong kehidupan,
Melangkah longlai di jalan yang kelam,
Penuh debu, kotoran yang melekit
membusuk
Menusuk ke rongga pemikiran yang samar
Tika dulu kau penawar
Mencoret sejarah dalam bidang perubatan
Penyelamat tika kesakitan.
Namun kini,
bak racun yang mengalir, bagai jarum ditusuk..
pedih, perit kau beri
kulihat dua manusia
di atas pentas yang sama,
tapi lakonan watak berbeza,
persis terukir di wajahnya,
‘aku lepasan pengajian tinggi’
‘aku manusia berkerjaya’ dengan asap yang berarak di bibir mu
Bagiku,
Kau bukan lepasan pusat pengajian tinggi
Tapi lepasan pusat serenti,
Seperti Musa dan air susu ibunya,
Kemanapun arus membawa kehidupanmu,
Air susu ibu sumber hidupmu,
Tadahan tangan besar ruangnya,
Tadahan pilihan banyak pengaruhnya,
Tapi berbeza riwayatnya,
Akankah bugar sanubarinya?
Ya, jika semua menjadi bersih.
Tubuh sihat, badan cergas
Segak bergaya bak ayam jantan tiada celahnya,
Segala kemampuan dikeluarkan demi
kesihatan sempurna,
Tetapi seperti burung gagak terbang menguap,
Tatapan mata hati pada tubuh tanpa seutas benang,
Semuanya sia-sia belaka
Mulanya dari diri, keluarga, seterusnya masyrakat,
Khabar yang baik harus dikongsi dan dituruti,
Panduan yang terbaik berasal dari Tuhan yang Maha Esa,
Kaabah yang hidup adalah tubuh,
Memelihara menjadi amanah setiap manusia.
I create this poem within just 2 hours! why? because I like to delay my works. ya, that is fool me. and I didn't won this contest. actually, it is really drives me weak. I hate being a loser saya bilang tu! but Chris you're indeed eligible to deserve it.
*those are my unachievement*
okay, swing my mode go to honey mode^^.
last October, we've a "Mega Seminar" at Ulu Dusun church. by Pastor Samuel from Indonesia. his picture. The "cute" one.
Pastor Samuel and Pastor Bendah.
the great pastor^^.
Pastor Samuel is the speaker for the Mega Seminar event. such a beautiful day with Pastor Samuel, even though, he never know me. just shake hand with him. miss you Pastor.^^.
and the closing of our Mega Seminar, we've a mini concert. and we've a guests from rugading Kota Belud. their group named Golden Light. I don't have their picture. sorry. but I have their MP3. such a beautiful voice, indeed.
on the mini convert, I'm one of the praise team.
furthermore, a baptism be held too.
my father was one of the baptized at that time, he wanted to clean and renewed his faith in God's eyes. my father is the best father, but he is not a perfect father.
when he hugs me, I cried.
Thank you my Heavenly Father.
You answered me through my prayer.
all this while, I pray for my father. keep praying for him. really hard pray for him till at the one point, I couldn't even bear my sins towards my father. I down, and stop praying for him. because in my prayer, his name always be in. but day by day, nothing was changed, that's why I stop praying for him.
Our Heavenly Father sees my father better than me, so that He makes his purpose in His time. God, forgive me.
the next story, I liked to become a composer.
but I don't know how to launch that, because I don't know how to make the minus one for my song. from my Facebook, I just requested them to help for that. and thank, because have someone give his hands for me^^. God, please give me this talent. I really want it for serving and praising your name.
Entitled : Hati yang berdosa.
the owner : Chrissy J.
composer : pen, paper, voice recorder, and my voice.
karunia hati sempurna
karunia hati murni
Tuhan telah memberi terang pelita
menuntun ke syurga
mengapakah manusia berdusta
Oh Tuhan... tolong sucikan
the chorus :
Ku menyeru hadirat-Mu Tuhan
menyucikan hidupku
tidak Kau mengira betapa sulit dosaku
kasih-Mu menyucikan hati yang berdosa
selamanya...
enjoy it without minus one. sorry.
(and my second song in progress)
Labels: lovely moments, my mistake, spiritual
chrissy's story
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
hye there! this is my new look blog. more tidy and not messy like before. but I don't know if everybody knows how to use my blog or instead. okay here guys, I enjoyed myself for sharing my daily life. leave this if this interfered you. *click cross please*
last week, on 30, September.
yeah, that's my birthday. with a big smile, my family celebrated it for me. thank you family. however, my three brothers aren't here for celebrating it with us. I'm so thankful to God because He is so good to me. *can't describe His kindness*, He sent His angel purely just for my goodness. * a big claps*
want to show you some if my pictures during my birthday at KFC, sandakan^^
enjoy it guys^^
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| I won't to cut the cake. |
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| sister, me and mumy |
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| chrissy eats pokkits |
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| lovely mumy |
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| childish cake.but I love it very much. |
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| me, mumy and dad |
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| yes, this is miss chrissy. |
ends for my birthday's story.
today, 3, October,
wanted to tell you about my career. as a Teacher.
my head Teacher was told me before my class finished. she told me, "Teacher, our children's examination are around the corner. so I need your help to make the exam papers for subjects Malay and Thematic (science)" quite hard for me, because this is the first time I took assignment such like this. even this is the first experience, I won't refused it. this my chance to expand my knowledge about education.
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| this is my head master. *salute her* |
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| time to listen story |
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| outdoor activities |
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| peace from them |
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| my askar. |
Labels: lovely moments, new experienced
a teacher's and student's feeling
Tuesday, March 27, 2012 perhaps, among from us will never felt what means of a Teacher's feeling, you need to be a Teacher then u'll know it. there's a lot of meaning. my mom's my first Teacher, because she's a kindergarten Teacher. since I'm about 3-6 years old, my mom allowed me to follow her whenever she went to school for teaching. ya, as you know 3 years old, do not know anything about education yet. either me. just sitting down, staring the other children playing around. I'm a nerd person. when I grew up, I be the un-nerdy person.
I make my past stories become more shorter. in the kindergarten school, (not to proud of myself) but i'm the best student. top 3 in the class. probably it's because my mom can spend a lot of her time for me. and I received more pinched from her.ya, quite hurt till I cried then fall asleep. but seems it's not a big deal because I knew what a causes i'm being pinch. because of that pinch, I'm become more diligent. diligent for memories ABC, getting to know 123, addition, etc. I love do that. when I'm went to primary school. I'm in the class C, not good enough compare class A. but, who cares? I don't care at all. whether, I'm in the class A or not. it's neither not a big deal for me.
I thought my past stories is not short like I guess.still want to keep reading? it's up to u my dear. okay, not in the kindergarten school anymore. more mature in primary school. really? indeed, being primary school 7-12 years old, its pretty faster than I thought. days goes too faster. around I'm 7-9 years old, still can calling me best student. all my subjects, I got more than 70 above. around I'm 10-12 years old,I'd joined culture club(dance), because of that I'm falling in love in dance but at the same time I started had drowning, I'm fool around my stuff. I don't care at all I've a homework or not. I don't care I'd finished it or not. I'm so careless. I'm not even aware from my bad habit.gssk! (totally damn idiot when remember it again). okay, let it be past. going to my UPSR's result. I only can got 1A, and the other subjects just can got C & B, there's no failed okay. but I'm so disappointed with that.
jump out from primary school and going out to secondary school.okay, here is my best part stories. here! from 1-3 (13-15 years old), my class is A. means, we're the best students entire form 1-3. now I can say that I can focus on my lesson. just from form 1-2. what happen in form 3? there's a foolish decision that I've decided. I let myself walked into a black area. (let only my closer friends knew what my stories here)if u want to know it too, just inbox me.kidding okay. clue, "cinta monyet". stupid! that's why I won't talk about it. I did my mistakes twice. but in different way. my PMR's result, there's not A.. Just B, C & D. and grade D, is the highest! fuh! my heart full of painfulness. I cried out aloud from bottom of my heart. my brother-in-law said like this to me " tiada guna ada muka cantik kalau pelajaran tiada".. it's quite hurt when I heard like that. I keep the positive, I throw the negative part. whispered to myself, "buktikan kepada mereka yang saya bukan macam itu".
going to form 4-5(16-17 years old), I start from the beginning. yeah! I done it successfully, even I'm not in class science stream, I build up my encourage again. firstly, I couldn't even received that I'm in literature class. I feel, that I'm a foolish student in this earth. but in the long my journey being a literature student, I start falling in love in those subjects. especially, literature subject! direct to the point, my SPM's result, just got 3A's, whereas my target is 4A's. but never mind, because my Literature subject is an A! my Bahasa malaysia, and pendidikan moral. and my science got B+. I've a pretty shocked because my science never, never and never get grade B current my monthly test.just stayed in grade D and C.haha. thank you God! finally, I can prove it to them that I'm not like they thought. first time my big brother (jibrail) wish to me, well done! its quite hard want heard like that from him.
reading is tiring, isn't? haha.. plus, my grammar swing go to hell? haha.. who cares?there's no one forcing you to read this.okay, continue my story. . intake for pra-university (lower & upper six), I'm in that school just for a 2 months. and I quite. (why i'm quite?), no need to give you a notice here. I've calling from God, its not nice when I declined it. right? before I start my ridiculous thing, lets continue my story. in week orientation for lower six, I've had a greatest experienced ever. I can gained more, more and more inspiration from my team. our group named SHINE! kinda funny. childish habit! that's my friend's suggestion. our group leader, named zerne. we call her, zezet. wonderful moment when I become their host for our closing orientation, added our group is the best group! indeed, I'm so proud when I announced the result. and the biggest proud is, when I be the best student lower six during the orientation, I announced my name! haha...kinda funny. miss that feeling. proud + happy^^. I feel so special. thank u^^
that's my summary being student. (baru cerita pasal student's feeling) ha ha ha...
what I mean a teacher's feeling? actually, this is my main point. (baru masuk isi rupanya) ha ha ha.. okay may be in one paragraph only.(guessing) he he he.. my lesson starting on 2012, march 03. actually, our students only have 16 students. my student just 5. I teach 4 years old only. fuh! it is not a quite hard, but very hard task okay! first, I think can't stand any longer. they do not even listen my an order. they want test my patient limit. yaa! i pinch them.. its not important point.
when my student, do not attended my class. its will ruined my teaching plans. so that, I need checked their homework to make sure that my student can follow up the other's homework. totally make me dizzy. actually, when my students can accept my lesson. its damn happy for me^^. thank you God coz gives me a strength and patient to face them.
I love my past story.
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closing sabbath with t h e m
Saturday, March 17, 2012
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Adventist Youth - Beluran, Sandakan
we have a new habit every closing sabbath.. h a h a...
before we went to my house for "karoke" together,we spend whole our time for sabbath, enjoying AY's games,for example:
1. find the treasure from outside church.made by: Eld.Jailly (we're the winner)
2. a quiz bible.made by : miss: sammy(more friendly call her like that)-we're the loser. ha ha
3. find the verse in the bible, counting and find the verse, and tell their group with the body language.made by: chrissy (me)
then! we won't stop our activities, we drank the herbalife's shake...kihaaa! good for healthy.^^
no more toxic after this ^^
s i m p l y b e s t . . . ^^
that's why we laugh all the time during sabbath. thank you God, even we're very little amount being Adventist Youth in Beluran, sandakan,you're still come into each of us. thanks a lot my Greatest Lord. |
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never been much better
Thursday, February 23, 2012
first of all, thank you Lord.. You never left me behind, u always stay behind me to make me calm, warm and comfortable. thank you to Neo also because he accompany me last night, even through hand phone. seems we're so close. he sang a songs for me. gospel's songs. till I fall asleep last night. its too nice and kind. thank u again^^ I'll wait till the day comes true^^
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valentine's day. My anniversary
Sunday, February 12, 2012
love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning
I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone. but I can tell you what is it for me.love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any person.love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you ^____^ indeed, why I post this? for the rest of my life, I never celebrate this. I'm not lying okay. just like the title above. I'm not even realize that our anniversary was dropped on 14.. but for someone, they're not celebrate this. I'm not sure whats wrong with that day, seems there's nothing wrong whether you celebrate it or not, that is not a big deal for sure. its depends on you dude^^.
dady, for it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. it was not my lips you kissed,but my soul.will you still need me, will you still feed me.. when I'm sixty-four? just answer it in your heart^^. you know you're in love when u can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams, it was happened in me lately, what you have done to me? hehe.. thats was not your fault, it was me. because I just let my heart floated in your love wave. jiwangnyerrr...haha! but everything is clearer when you're in love. are you agree dady? no more confused with our relationship.but we can't stop loving or wanting to love because when its right, it's the best thing in the world.
I love you so much.. Labels: love, lovely moments
Important Memories I ever have
I met him on November, 14, 2011. why I fall in love with this guy? because God's love shows us how we loved and needed each other
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so, welcome to My Memories. Just sharing, and you are reading My Memories. eventhough, I might not know who reads my memories. but I know it's you really cares about me. tQ again ^_^
"Chrissy" a name has given to me.
I appreciate everything about me, even about my nails, eyebrows and an each a little things had given to me by my Father. I've a lot spend my time in singing, I really do love singing.playing an instrumental things, my second choices. a moment that I feel so horrible, when I sing along with the music, I lose my beats. haha. one day, I'll go to the heaven. now, I'm waiting and keep my eyes on Almighty God. Readers, I want you to be my family when we are get together in the HEAVEN. say AMEN !
